Showing posts with label Personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Personal. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 7, 2015

An Eye Opening Experience

I mentioned in an earlier post that I had been posting and collaborating on hitrecord.org, an art collaboration hosted by Joseph Gordon-Levitt. A lot of times, he presents a challenge. In this challenge he sets parameters for what the topic is or how he wants it presented.

One of his challenges was RE: The Bible.

I know, unique and interesting. I had to look into it. One of the challenges was to “remix” a story from the Bible and tell it from a different point of view. That sounded like a great idea to me, so I decided to do it.

So this is it. DTRAiN’s remix of the Gospel of John Chapters 7-8.

Again, I gave a song that I thought really set the scene. I hope you really enjoy this one. 
I enjoyed writing it for you.


RegularJOE made the call. The Bible was the topic.
I have heard from many people that they try to read the Bible, but the can never understand it. Or, sometimes, I have heard people say, “Yeah, the Bible is OK, but I can’t relate to it. Nothing in it has anything to do with me.”

So, I decided to tell a story. Actually, a story that was already told. I would like to mention that in popular culture and opinion, the woman in this story is depicted as Mary Magdelene; however, that is not mentioned. The woman in this story is nameless, so I am not going to buy into popular culture depictions of "characters" in the Bible. I am am going to tell the story as it is presented. That being said, as many of you know, I do enjoy showing illustrations with text, so I tried to use the best ones possible.




The Gospel of John, Chapters 7-8 (a creative narrative)

It was the day after the Festival of Tabernacles. The city was already stirring for what had occurred yesterday. There was doubt. There was dissension. But for Eliezer, there was hope.

There was word that someone had disturbed the festival the day before, but rumor had said that he had left. Why were the High Priests against him so much? Many people called him a good teacher, who taught from the scrolls with knowledge and authority. Certainly, he was a learned man. A Levite? Certainly, a rabbi. Regardless, this man had left the Temple courts, and going to listen to the teachers in the Temple was one of Eliezer’s favorite things to do.

It was not because he was a very religious person, but more because he took a lot of joy in hearing the teachers and rabbis talk of Moses and the prophets, especially during the Festival Sukkot. In many ways, he felt that it was his favorite holiday. His father had told him that he was named in honor of the festival, “my God has helped.” Eliezer had also known firsthand and seen with his own eyes how the God of Jacob and Moses had helped him and his family through the years, especially in these difficult times of the Romans.



Eliezer’s grandfather had told him many stories of how cruel and wicked Babylon was to Israel many years ago, but grandfather had never seen anything to compare to the atrocities that Caesar was doing to God’s people. Israel had been crying out for many years for Messiah to come and rescue them from this existence and restore her to the glory of King David, but Messiah had not come.

It was for these reasons that Eliezer found comfort in going to the Temple courts this day.

As usual, it was crowded. Many groups of people surrounded various rabbis that were reading from the Book of Ecclesiastes, which was common for the Festival and the upcoming Sabbath during Sukkot. There was, however, one particular teacher that was commanding a large amount of attention off to the left side. Eliezer decided to see what the commotion was about. As he approached, he heard the rabbi reading from the Book of Ecclesiastes as well, but something was different. Usually when a holy man read in the Temple, most people would sit quietly and listen. With this man, people where whispering and pushing to get closer to him. It was very distracting.



That’s when it happened. The crowd opened up so quickly that Eliezer almost fell over. A small child was shoved to the side and pushed to the ground.  Eliezer quickly kneeled to help her up. As he was down on his knees, he looked to his left and saw the mob. It was a large group of officials and the teachers of the law pushing their way through the crowd dragging a woman by her hair. She was stumbling and crying out in pain. The tears had created smears on her face from the dust in the commotion. Still by her hair, they threw her forward to the ground in front of the entire group of people that had been dispersed.

He looked to his right, and noticed the rabbi who was teaching. It appeared to Eliezer that this mob had intentionally brought this woman to the Temple courts specifically to be in the presence of this man. The man put down his scroll slowly. He didn’t seem angry that he was interrupted. The man had an incredible peace and love about his very presence that could not be described. Then he stood up and looked at the mob. Something in the man’s eyes gave away the truth.

He knew. The man knew!

He knew that they were trying to trick him or force him to make a judgement!

He then looked down at the woman.

Eliezer watched this entire scene unfold. It was completely silent in the Temple. All teaching had stopped. All whispering had ceased. The only sound was the woman horribly sobbing on the ground.

One of the main officials stepped forward. He was so proud and pious. No longer did Eliezer see a holy teacher of the law. No, he saw a man that was filled with hate and anger. With sin.

He spoke in a voice that shattered the silence in the room, “Teacher! This woman was caught in the act of adultery.” He spat on the ground as he finished the sentence. This disgust in his voice was obvious. The disdain that he held for this wretched woman was noticed by everyone surrounding the area.

“In the Law,” when he started up again, he pointed at the scroll that the man had just placed down, “Moses commanded us to stone such women! Now what do you say?”

It became clear to Eliezer. This was the man. This was the teacher that had caused the commotion yesterday. This was the man who people were talking about. This was the man who said, “Let anyone who is thirsty come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as Scripture has said, rivers of living water will flow from within them.”

People called him The Prophet.
People called him Mashiach.
He was Yeshua - Jesus of Nazareth.

The teachers of the law stood before Jesus smug, demanding an answer. If he said the wrong thing, they would surely say he was blaspheming the name of the God of Jacob. The room stayed silent.

There was no sound, save the silent weeping of a woman who was aware of her pending death, a death that by all rights of the law would be well deserved. Her adultery was explicitly talked about in the law, and her sentence was clear.

Jesus knelt to the ground and began writing in the sand. Eliezer could not see what was being written, but it was obvious that there were words being spelled. Eliezer pushed forward to catch a glimpse of what was written.



This silence infuriated the Pharisees even more and they began to push the issue. They demanded a ruling on this issue, and still Jesus wrote in the sand saying nothing. Until he stood.

When he did, it felt as if all of the air was instantly sucked out of the room. Even the woman stopped crying. Eliezer glanced at her. There was terror in her face, as she knew that this teacher was about to pass judgement on her. Then Eliezer glanced at the faces of the Pharisees. Their faces betrayed their true emotions, and they were ready to condemn anything that Jesus had to say.

When Jesus spoke, Eliezer instantly felt his heart beat quicken. He felt tears in his eyes. He felt his mouth dry up. He was torn in the sense of wanting to look away, because this man was so different than any other man – and yet, Eliezer couldn’t look away. He was captivated by this man’s voice.

People called him The Prophet.
People called him Mashiach.
He was Yeshua - Jesus of Nazareth.

“Let any one of you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her,” Jesus said.

It was that simple. He knew the law, and he knew that the Pharisees knew the law too, but what did he just say? He told them to stone her if they too were without sin! Eliezer could not believe his ears. There was no one in the room that could throw a stone. Eliezer knew that every sin written in the Torah required a punishment, and yet, these Pharisees were only pointing out the sin of this woman.

Jesus kneeled down again, and began writing in the sand again. At this time, Eliezer was not interested in what was being written; he was focused on the mob that had dragged this poor woman into a public shaming, ready to kill her. The older men in the mob began exiting the area. The Temple courts began to clear out. Many of the men ready to stone her turned and walked away. They could not say that they were without sin. Not a one of them. As the crowd emptied, Eliezer slowly walked away as well, but he stepped slowly to the wall so that he could see Jesus with this woman.

As he finished writing, Jesus touched the hand of this woman, and she looked into his face. They both stood up together. Her clothes were dirty and torn in areas. Her head covering was nowhere to be seen, and her hair was uneven and torn from being pulled and dragged by the men. It was at this time, that Eliezer began to silently weep. He too knew that he could not throw a stone at this woman, and yet, Jesus stood next to her and spoke.



“Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you,” he asked.
“No one, sir,” she said.
“Then neither do I condemn you,” Jesus declared. “Go now and leave your life of sin.”

Jesus turned to where he had put the scroll down, and rolled it back up. Many of the people who had been listening to him returned, and many more joined. Eliezer turned and walked out of the Temple courts. He heard Jesus begin teaching again, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life…”

Eliezer began to run home. He needed to tell his family about Jesus. He needed to tell them the wondrous thing that he had just witnessed. He needed to show them where Jesus was teaching.

People called him Mashiach.
He was Yeshua.

Jesus of Nazareth.

...and he returns

I know.

I know.

I deserve it. I abandoned you all for the better part of three months. Inexcusable.

Let it be known, I have not sat idle.

Have you ever heard of hitrecord.org?

It’s a collaborative art experiment that Joseph Gordon-Levitt has put together. He also has a show called hitRecord on TV. His vision is to gather artists of all mediums together to collaborate on a number of different themes.

Well, after I saw the show, I decided to join. I was truly inspired.

Aside from this humble apology, I will be posting two pieces for you today.


Enjoy.

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

Road Map to the Stars

Things have picked up around here, especially surrounding the "Seven Lions Trilogy" postings. A large amount of interest has been generated with where it is going.

Well, based on my stats, there are a lot of people that are new to my stuff, so I would like to just give the blog a bump and show a few things off.

Like a road map:
Not THAT one!

 For starters, for those interested:

The Introduction to the concept behind the "Seven Lions Trilogy" can be found - HERE

The outline of the "Trilogy's" mythology and the mix of the music can be found - HERE

My outrageously funny and somewhat sadistic approach to coulrophobia can be found - HERE

From there, I think the rest of it can be navigated by using the tabs at the top of the page.

Yeah, THAT one.

I will be posting this weekend, but it will not be a Seven Lions posting. Sorry, I know that there is a big demand, but I don’t want to just let you guys “binge” on the one topic and then split! Nope, we encourage a variety of issues and topics to be discussed around here.

As usual, you can find the FB “like and share” button on the right side bar, and there are a couple of share buttons for different social media at the end of this post. Just find the correct logo and click away.

I would appreciate it so very much.

What do you guys think about a giveway?

A contest to be a guest blogger on here?

Let me know what you think. If you have some ideas, just message me on google+ or FB.

(Obligatory outdated meme)


Have a good one.

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

New Look; New Everything

Just a quick heads up, I am in the process of finalizing something interesting, but as you may notice, I did some remodeling around here.

Not only are the colors a lot more striking, but I have cleaned up the tabs to be more cohesive with less repeat offenders. I had one post that was tagged with four different labels. No matter what I did, I kept seeing the same post.

No wonder you folks have been griping at me on my email.

Also, to those of you who like my FB blog fan page, I saw these instructions online and duplicated it for my own private usage. It’s a way for you to keep up with my posts by getting notifications, rather than you risking having them get buried under your feed.


Getting Notifications Puts You In The Game!

To the right, there is the FB widget to share this page. At the end of this post is a FB widget to share this post. Take your pick, either or both…I won’t mind.


Go ahead...click it.

If you have g+, feel free to add me in your circle, etc. etc.

This blog is about to take a turn with something really spectacular (if I must say so myself), and I wouldn't want any of you to miss the content.

Always, feel free to comment either on the post, FB, or on G+.

Tuesday, May 26, 2015

Intravenous Drugs and the Battle for the Iron Throne

For the most part, I would have to say that I truly despise blogs that end up being used as a device for sharing feelings, or just ranting with no general focus what-so-ever. I have tried to keep this blog constrained to a few topics; however, I did include a “Personal” tab on this page in the small chance that if I ever wanted to share anything about myself, it would be there. As many of you have noticed, the only content on that particular tab is a thank-you to my close friends and family who are supporting me in this venture.

Wow, that sure was long winded.


I find myself in a vulnerable spot right now as I write this, reflecting on a great many things. One of those things is: What should I write about on my new blog? How ironic, I start to include content on my blog that I despise while deciding on content. Don’t be discouraged dear reader, I don’t plan on having too much of this drivel on a regular basis, but I find myself in a vulnerable spot…


At least I'm warning you.


Around the age of 30 or so, I got diagnosed with an autoimmune disease that manifests itself through arthritic symptoms and gastrointestinal bleeding. Google image search “Ulcerative Colitis,” it cannot be unseen.

It can be safe to say that I spend at least 1/3 of my life in chronic pain, coping with pain or just flat out medicating myself to a certain degree with NSAIDs or steroid therapy. There are many biopharmaceuticals prescribed to treat autoimmune diseases such as this by inhibiting what is called TNF or tumor necrosis factor.


By my best understanding, and without getting tooooooooooo boring, TNF is a group of proteins that cause cell death. In a normal conditions, these are the proteins that help knock out infected cells to allow healthy cells to replace them. Well, for a person who has a disease such as mine, those TNF are killing healthy cells, not infections; therefore, a TNF inhibitor or immune suppressant has to be introduced to stabilize the immune system.


That was a mouthful.


The one I take is called infliximab or commonly called Remicade. I have an IV infusion of Remicade every two months. A good description of it would be an artificial antibody recently reclassified as chemotherapy that effectively lowers the immune system to allow affected areas of inflammation a chance to heal.


I'm not an infusion patient, but I play one on TV.


Just in doing a bit of research on this as I write it, the side-effects include:

More common
Abdominal or stomach pain
chest pain
chills
cough
dizziness
fainting
fever
flushing of the face
headache
hives
itching
muscle pain
nasal congestion
nausea
runny nose
sneezing
sore throat
tightness in the chest
troubled breathing
unusual tiredness or weakness
vomiting
Less common
Back pain
bloody or cloudy urine
cracks in the skin at the corners of the mouth
diarrhea
difficult or painful urination
frequent urge to urinate
pain
pain or tenderness around the eyes and cheekbones
skin rash
soreness or irritation of the mouth or tongue
soreness or redness around the fingernails or toenails
vaginal burning or itching and discharge
white patches in the mouth or on the tongue
Rare
Abscess (swollen, red, tender area of infection containing pus)
back or side pain
black, tarry stools
blood in the urine or stools
bone or joint pain
constipation
falls
feeling of fullness
general feeling of illness
hernia (bulge of tissue through the wall of the abdomen)
irregular or pounding heartbeat
pain in the rectum
pain spreading from the abdomen or stomach to the left shoulder
pinpoint red spots on the skin
stomach pain (severe)
swollen or painful glands
tendon injury
unusual bleeding or bruising
weight loss (unusual)
yellow skin and eyes
Incidence not known
Area rash
bloody nose
burning, tingling, numbness or pain in the hands, arms, feet, or legs
change in mental status
clay-colored stools
continuing vomiting
convulsions
dark or bloody urine
difficulty with speaking
difficulty with swallowing
fast heartbeat
general feeling of tiredness or weakness
heavier menstrual periods
hoarseness
inability to move the arms and legs
itching, puffiness, or swelling of the eyelids or around the eyes, face, lips, or tongue
light-colored stools
loss of appetite
loss of bladder control
lower back or side pain
muscle spasm or jerking of all extremities
noisy breathing
painless swelling in the neck, armpits, or groin
pale skin
red, scaling, or crusted skin
redness, soreness, or itching skin
seizures
sensation of pins and needles
severe abdominal or stomach pain
severe muscle weakness, sudden and progressing
slow or irregular breathing
sores, welting, or blisters
stabbing pain
sudden loss of consciousness
sudden numbness and weakness in the arms and legs
unpleasant breath odor
upper right abdominal or stomach pain
vomiting of blood

Me after I read that list.

Mine are always, always, always soreness, aches, headache, sneezing, fever and sore throat.

O hey! Higher chance of tuberculosis and lymphoma with Remicade too! Awesome!                        

(I actually did know that.)

Not to mention, I have zero ability to fight off viruses or infections. It’s always a fun time, especially during cold and flu season. After my infusion this last Sunday, I had company over for my normal Game of Thrones get together, and I am certain that I picked something up from someone.


So, I’m sitting here thinking about my last infusion, and even though I am lucky and blessed in my life, I can’t help but sometimes feel sad. It was a lifestyle change that I was not necessarily ready to make 10 years ago. At the time, it was just misdiagnosis, one after another. Finally, a treatment plan was decided on, and here I am.


This last one was the worst. I had told the nurse that I preferred to not have my IV placed in my wrist, because my veins there tend to move. She, however, had different plans. She must have stuck me three times, and that vein rolled every time.


Insert.

Roll.
Retract.
Pinch.
Repeat.

The bruise on my wrist is a lovely shade, I must tell you. By the time it was placed in my forearm, I just wanted to go home, but all I had was that old familiar burn and waves of nausea. I just wanted to sleep once it finally ended.


I know that the grammar on this has been reprehensible, so I apologize.


In the Apostle Paul’s letters to the early church in Corinth, as well as Galatia, he speaks of a condition that he has to deal with. In 2 Corinthians, Chapter 12, he uses emotive words such as Thorn, Infirmities, Weakness.  In Galatians 4, he wrote (paraphrased) that he was sick with an ailment the first time he visited them. There are many theories out there concerning this. Some same it was a spiritual attack, others agree that it was truly a physical disease that he had to manage while traveling.


Inspiration.

I have always held true to the latter. It has always given me a sense of hope and peace knowing that the man who God called to reach “the ends of the Earth,” had to deal with a condition that may have been like mine. It gives me strength in knowing that God wants to use us all, regardless of our physical conditions or how we view ourselves.

It is those times that I recollect my head and keep moving forward.


Psalm 26:2 – “Examine me, O Lord, and try me; Test my mind and heart.”


There is no point to this, dear reader. I am normally not like this, but I am this time.


I promise that either later this week or next Monday, there will be something more entertaining to read.


Tuesday, April 28, 2015

A quick thank-you

I just want to go ahead and thanks my close friends and family who are being supportive in this venture.

Thanks
D